Way hay aren't I good?!  Two updates in as many days!

Today I woke up in a miserable state, to glorious sunshine and planned a monster walk to burn as many calories as possible in an attempt to evade this miserable state I found myself in.  Did this happen?  No, it did not.  I spent, instead, a wonderful few hours with a wonderful friend which was undoubtedly better than spending the day walking, alone.  'You'll Never Walk Alone'...how true...I seem to have the invisible yet heavy weight of ana on my shoulders wherever I go.  No matter how much I want to run away from all of this, ana is bound to follow me.  Her company makes me feel more alone than anyone would ever wish to be.

However, sometimes, just occasionally, I can push ana to the dustiest, darkest part of my mind and forget for a while.  For example today, being with my friend, I could forget my label for a while.  A short while, for ana is back with me now, poking and prodding and rumbling within my insides, reminding me incessantly to listen to her commands.

And my obsequious self obeys.