Goodness, it has been so long since I blogged.  I've been sticking more to my written diary because the things I wanted to write, the emotions I wanted to release, were not really suitable to be expressed on here.  But since I found myself online, reading another blog, I signed in and thought to myself, I might as well write something, even if I have nothing to say, hence the ridiculously boring post.

Everything I have to say at the moment is ultimately depressing, so I'll stop here before I spiral into a downward oblivion once again.  I should salute these feelings with my glorious middle finger, but it is easier said than done.